May
5
Unsure.
I am not sure how to feel.
I have moments where I am totally relaxed and then completly anxious. I just don’t know. I am angry and Im scared, then I am happy and unnerved. Will someone just tell it to me straight. Im tired of innuendos. I am tired of the false. Im tired of helping. I just want to be sure that I am doing the right things. Saying the right things. I am scared but excited about the next 7 months.
Graduating. Moving. Trip. Christmas. Job?
There are no more guide books, no more play by plays. We are the writers and lets face it we all aren’t great writers. Who decides who does great in this world and who just misses the boat. So many things to work on.
Im disappointed but not for the obvious reasons.
